By now, most everyone knows that I’ve been going through both a divorce and getting laid off. For the first few months, I spent a lot of time w/ close friends. In the early days following October 17th, I needed companionship; I was in a lot of pain, and being alone was too painful to bear.
Six months down the line, I’m much stronger now and have more good days than bad, but after 11 years of marriage, 14 years of being together, and having known her for 24 years, this woman is very much a part of me: having a good day is all still very much a relative term.
So, I haven’t been in much of a mood to talk about things.
Actually, I’m still not much in the mood to talk about it.